November 2011
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Nov 29th
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Screw you, irrational thoughts. Screw you.
I’m going to eat my dinner of pasta and vegetable sauce because I know 650 calories is not enough; and I’m going to enjoy it, gosh darn it. 
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“I just want to sleep. A coma would be nice. Or amnesia. Anything, just to get...”
– Laurie Halse Anderson, Speak  (via wants2breakfree)
Nov 28th
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“I may sound old-fashioned, but I want to think all women should be treated like...”
– Frank Sinatra (via modernhepburn)
Nov 28th
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I wish I knew what I wanted to say. Heck, I wish I knew how to feel.  Nothing makes sense at the moment, and my natural default response to negativity (emotions, situations, etc) is self-destruction. It’s not even a conscious choice anymore, and to be honest, I don’t think it ever was (a conscious choice). I just want to starve myself again, but I know that that is no longer an...
Nov 28th
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Dear Self,
You’ve eaten a healthy amount of calories today, and this is a good thing. You don’t need to throw up or restrict tomorrow. You’re at a perfectly healthy weight. You don’t need to lose weight. I know eating doesn’t feel ‘right’. I know you don’t like how you look, and I understand that starvation makes you feel less anxious/more accomplished/in...
Nov 27th
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“But I don’t want comfort. I want poetry. I want danger. I want freedom. I want...”
– Aldous Huxley, Brave New World  (via human-voices)
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I just ate three tablespoons of nutella.
And it was nom. Best.thing.ever. 
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“What sort of people live about here?” “In that direction,” the Cat said,...”
– Lewis Carroll, Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland (via thehipsterintherye)
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Nov 25th
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I’m aware that this probably sounds odd, but I feel as if every gosh darn day I spend in this beautiful yet bizarre world feels like I’m going against the force of nature.  I just don’t belong here.  I don’t like eating, I don’t like having a physical body, I have trouble interacting with others at times, I don’t quite see the point, things aren’t...
Nov 24th
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“I’ll be holding all the tickets, and you’ll be owning all the fines.”
– Bon Iver- Skinny Love 
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I've eaten too much and I feel all disgusting and...
But instead, I’m going to post a photo of my new dress. 
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“The problem with groups who deal with rape is that they try to educate women...”
– Kurt Cobain (via cosmelodic-manifestations)
Nov 24th
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-methaneskies: I’m always like I’m gonna go to bed And then I lay in my bed and go on tumblr on my phone Story of my life. 
Nov 24th
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I interrupt the various bouts of rage and anger on...
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allmyselfishthoughts replied to your post: Awesome music (in no particular order) You have some good taste ;) Why thank you!
Nov 23rd
“I desire the things which will destroy me in the end.”
– Sylvia Plath (via thechocolatebrigade)
Nov 23rd
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Awesome music (in no particular order)
Amanda Palmer Bon Iver Foster the People Gotye  Angus and Julia Stone Lady Gaga Florence and the Machine The Smiths Adele The Dresden Dolls Andrew Bird Radiohead Coldplay  Cat Stevens Death Cab for Cutie Talking Heads
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